January 25, 2005

Is the week over yet?

Argh...I came home from work so pissed off and frustrated.  Pissed off and frustrated at both a student and the administration.  I just feel that if a child talks back to a teacher and says the teacher smells and that she doesn’t like her and refuses to listen, disrupts the whole class for a series of 3 days, and refuses to do any of the school work, I think there should be consequences to their actions.  Not to mention walking out of a classroom and hitting students.  It was just violent.  I guess since this child has problems and suspension isn’t the answer, this child can do whatever the fuck she wants to.  Not only that, but I should actually give her rewards for any little thing good that she does.  Let me just say, I’ve tried it, and that didn’t work, now this kid needs to be punished.  So I decided I’m going to punish her.  So for a week, she won’t be doing the fun things like going to gym or dance or whatever.  Apparently because she acted out, that was too much that a week is too long for her and we need to take tiny baby steps.  So I’m just at a fuck that I’m not doing that and she’s getting my punishment.  She needs to know she’s not in control and she won’t get her way.  I’m done.  I can’t wait to talk to her uncle.  I’m suppose to meet with him on Friday, but I doubt he will show. 

Not only that, but the odor problem that I’ve been complaining about not being resolved still has not been mentioned to anyone again.  So I’m just going to have to handle it myself.  I’m really beginning to hate that place.  Tomorrow, I’m just closing my door and not talking to anyone.  I’m tired and frustrated and still not feeling great.  I think I need my week to be here already.  It’s only Tuesday night!